Sabtu, April 05, 2008

-The Great Life of Mokha-: Coretan tengah malam tanpa arti yang bermakna

-The Great Life of Mokha-: Coretan tengah malam tanpa arti yang bermakna

Hari Jumat terus besoknya sabtu

Assalamualaikum..
Well, This picture actually taken like about 3months ago. But someone says it's good. hehehe. proud of my self. haha.
okay, next story .
haha. i don't even know what am i talking about. haha. jut kidding peoples!
well, yesterday was sucks. i kept thinking bout paket c things and about those fuckin' test! And the brought me to the stressing phase. But i remember that my dad told me playing music could help us from stressed. haha, i took my old keyboard-the one tht i almost forget i've ever had it, haha- then i was starting to turn it on-with hope will on- and i was trying to play those song that i already forget. but, chord tht i thought i forget it already, i could play it again, even not all of 'em, but preety nice for me, though! hahaha. i played like about 3 hours, but just play abot 3/4 songs. haha. i felt i'm too dump for things like this. haha.
actually wht does the title means? i don't even know. ahaha. Never mind. going to that story, then i fell a sleep like about 4 o'clock in the morning while i listen to MYMP song, haha. "Badan Rambo hati Rinto" haha.
and i woke up in about ten, then i called dei. and we've talkin' bout everything. haha . from things to the things. haha.about 1 mba indri asked me to drop her off by car at her campus. so, i just go there with here and come home. haha. well, if u r an up to date person, u shold read this and u'll know what i've been up! haha

Jumat, April 04, 2008

Apa Maksud Dari Ini ?


Ketika ku buka mata

kulihat sekitar

tidak ku pahami arti semua ini

ku mencoba berdiri dan berjalan

mencari arti dari apa-apa yang ku mulai

perih dihati.

Apa maksud dari ini?

oh, lihatlah tubuhku!

ringan dengan ketenangan

berat dengan kepedihan

kumenunggu maksud

memperlambat maut

memperbaiki yang kusut

mendengar dosa tak akan surut

karena ia akan menjemput

ku lihat cahaya putih

Terang menggigil

membuatku memanggil

tapi memudar dan

mmbuatku sadar

oh, aku tahu

itu adalah penyesalan

yang hanya dapat dicapai angan

apa yang kubicarakan sebenarnya?

aku bahkan tak tahu apa itu.

apa maksud dari ini?

Kamis, April 03, 2008

A letter for him


Dear you,




First voice i've heard was your voice. you told me that God with us when i facing the world for the first time. You were taking me into my first lovely embrace.


And first time i open my eyes i saw the warm face with love. You were screaming "Thanks God, that's my boy".


That was my first impression about you


You work very hard for us. You've done everything to get basic necessties of life


You've earned all stuff we need but confuted always come from us


i never know you're the one who knows about which good for me


After she's gone, you need to be both side of 'em. Even though it was crazy, but you did it. Everything you've done just to make all of us happy and never know what miserable word means.


Why i never make you proud of me?


why i kept hurting your heart being your son?




Daddy, i have nothing to say, but i love you


i knew i never done anything to proves that words, but i really do.


As you told me, regretted comes at the end of the things. i've tried to don't make a regretted. But i always done.




I could never be a son as you want, daddy.


Your son has too much lacked and he has nothing to proud with


he isn't deserved t get everthing that been given from you.




Although i keep irking in the admonition of you are, but i love you.


Daddy, the only person who strugling for my succeed.


Thank you


I love you

Tulisan nora' yang dibuat untuk menyenangkan hati


-Baby-


Baby,

Since i found you, i felt i found a new world

everyday just like a new day

Full of your face in my head


Baby,

i filled my world with you

i keep thinking of you every breath i took

Because i need you even though you don't need me


Baby, since i found you i won't let you go

i won't let anyone touch you,but me

You were in my heart, but love never change

i still feel the same


Baby, half of my life i thought of you

Please, don't ever go away

i wanna let you know i do it all because of you


Baby, tell me everything. I wanna hear it from you

Don't even ever try to keep things by your self

we should share everything

I love you

Song of Soul


Special For Us!

In the middle in the worlds life
There’re four kids face in this hard life
Kids with differents will and hopes
But they can get along
because of one words
That means so much for them
That is love
If problem comes they always solve it
By the way they are
They have no things that could not they solve
because of one words
That means so much for them
That is love
God gave them special life and must be special world
They’re world
because of one words
That means so much for them
That is love
Reff:
Special for us..
Oh love
Special for us
From god
That is love 2x

Chorus:
Waiting with hope and trust
But can get over it
because of one words
That means so much for them
That is love
The messed up person try to repent
First time it was hard
But done with it
because of one words
That means so much fot them
That is love

Try the best for all people
Although not that easy
Everything they do
Because looking for something
One words means so much for them
That is love*
*Back to the reff

well, it was the song that made by rayhan and i. liriknya aku, lagunya rayhan yang membuat. lagu ini tentang aku , Ray, dan 2 org diluar sana yang tidak dapat(baca: mau) disebutkan. Nah, kamu-kamu bisa tebak deh, which one describe bout me and which one about hahn. ucould guess which one about "them" . haha. aku suka banget sama lagu ini, karena spontan buatnya dan jadinya keren deh pokoknya. menggabungkan antara kestrongan seorang warga kota engan keterampilan menjahit seorang penjajah. haha. apa maksudnya yah?

haha, well. what about you?

Last weekend




Well, i think it's not too late too tell u guys about my last weekend which is could be one of great weekend i've ever done.
u know why?
just check it out..
hahaha

Sabtu jam 10 aku bangun dan lansung mandi kan, terus langsung telpon rayhan untuk ngasi tahu dia kalau aku berangkat jam 12, tapi salah ngasi tahu, aku bilangnya malah nyampe jam 12 keBandung, how stupid was i. hahaha. terus akhirnya si hahn tau aku nyampe jam 3, dia mah santay2 aja dirumah temennnya. jadi aku dijemput nya telat deh. tapi yah,, nonton hahn nge band sebentar, terus kita jalan2 keliling bandung. wuih, kinda perfect deh. hahaha. tapi seru lha.. dan smpe rumah tuh kita jam 1an, dan masi yang ngbrl2 sampe jam5pagi gt deh. maklumlah, udh lama ga ketemu, yg satu dari USA, yang satu abis kelilig eropa. hahaha. terus besoknya, kita yang bikin lagu gitu, musiknya hahn, lyriknya aku, check aja di strangerdaydreaming.blogspot.com. tapi nanti aku tulis disini kok. setelah itu malemnya ada acara bude dirumahnya, kita yg norak lho. foto2 aja kita lho! haha. well, talk to u later, cause, gotta go dude! see u