-The Great Life of Mokha-: Coretan tengah malam tanpa arti yang bermakna

-The Great Life of Mokha-: Coretan tengah malam tanpa arti yang bermakna

Hari Jumat terus besoknya sabtu

Assalamualaikum..
Well, This picture actually taken like about 3months ago. But someone says it's good. hehehe. proud of my self. haha.
okay, next story .
haha. i don't even know what am i talking about. haha. jut kidding peoples!
well, yesterday was sucks. i kept thinking bout paket c things and about those fuckin' test! And the brought me to the stressing phase. But i remember that my dad told me playing music could help us from stressed. haha, i took my old keyboard-the one tht i almost forget i've ever had it, haha- then i was starting to turn it on-with hope will on- and i was trying to play those song that i already forget. but, chord tht i thought i forget it already, i could play it again, even not all of 'em, but preety nice for me, though! hahaha. i played like about 3 hours, but just play abot 3/4 songs. haha. i felt i'm too dump for things like this. haha.
actually wht does the title means? i don't even know. ahaha. Never mind. going to that story, then i fell a sleep like about 4 o'clock in the morning while i listen to MYMP song, haha. "Badan Rambo hati Rinto" haha.
and i woke up in about ten, then i called dei. and we've talkin' bout everything. haha . from things to the things. haha.about 1 mba indri asked me to drop her off by car at her campus. so, i just go there with here and come home. haha. well, if u r an up to date person, u shold read this and u'll know what i've been up! haha

Apa Maksud Dari Ini ?

Ketika ku buka mata

kulihat sekitar

tidak ku pahami arti semua ini

ku mencoba berdiri dan berjalan

mencari arti dari apa-apa yang ku mulai

perih dihati.

Apa maksud dari ini?

oh, lihatlah tubuhku!

ringan dengan ketenangan

berat dengan kepedihan

kumenunggu maksud

memperlambat maut

memperbaiki yang kusut

mendengar dosa tak akan surut

karena ia akan menjemput

ku lihat cahaya putih

Terang menggigil

membuatku memanggil

tapi memudar dan

mmbuatku sadar

oh, aku tahu

itu adalah penyesalan

yang hanya dapat dicapai angan

apa yang kubicarakan sebenarnya?

aku bahkan tak tahu apa itu.

apa maksud dari ini?

A letter for him

Dear you,

First voice i've heard was your voice. you told me that God with us when i facing the world for the first time. You were taking me into my first lovely embrace.

And first time i open my eyes i saw the warm face with love. You were screaming "Thanks God, that's my boy".

That was my first impression about you

You work very hard for us. You've done everything to get basic necessties of life

You've earned all stuff we need but confuted always come from us

i never know you're the one who knows about which good for me

After she's gone, you need to be both side of 'em. Even though it was crazy, but you did it. Everything you've done just to make all of us happy and never know what miserable word means.

Why i never make you proud of me?

why i kept hurting your heart being your son?

Daddy, i have nothing to say, but i love you

i knew i never done anything to proves that words, but i really do.

As you told me, regretted comes at the end of the things. i've tried to don't make a regretted. But i always done.

I could never be a son as you want, daddy.

Your son has too much lacked and he has nothing to proud with

he isn't deserved t get everthing that been given from you.

Although i keep irking in the admonition of you are, but i love you.

Daddy, the only person who strugling for my succeed.

Thank you

I love you

Tulisan nora' yang dibuat untuk menyenangkan hati

-Baby-

Baby,

Since i found you, i felt i found a new world

everyday just like a new day

Full of your face in my head

Baby,

i filled my world with you

i keep thinking of you every breath i took

Because i need you even though you don't need me

Baby, since i found you i won't let you go

i won't let anyone touch you,but me

You were in my heart, but love never change

i still feel the same

Baby, half of my life i thought of you

Please, don't ever go away

i wanna let you know i do it all because of you

Baby, tell me everything. I wanna hear it from you

Don't even ever try to keep things by your self

we should share everything

I love you

Song of Soul

Special For Us!

In the middle in the worlds life
There’re four kids face in this hard life
Kids with differents will and hopes
But they can get along
because of one words
That means so much for them
That is love

If problem comes they always solve it
By the way they are
They have no things that could not they solve
because of one words
That means so much for them
That is love

God gave them special life and must be special world
They’re world
because of one words
That means so much for them
That is love

Reff:

Special for us..
Oh love
Special for us
From god
That is love 2x

Chorus:

Waiting with hope and trust
But can get over it
because of one words
That means so much for them
That is love

The messed up person try to repent
First time it was hard
But done with it
because of one words
That means so much fot them
That is love

Try the best for all people
Although not that easy
Everything they do
Because looking for something
One words means so much for them
That is love*

*Back to the reff

well, it was the song that made by rayhan and i. liriknya aku, lagunya rayhan yang membuat. lagu ini tentang aku , Ray, dan 2 org diluar sana yang tidak dapat(baca: mau) disebutkan. Nah, kamu-kamu bisa tebak deh, which one describe bout me and which one about hahn. ucould guess which one about "them" . haha. aku suka banget sama lagu ini, karena spontan buatnya dan jadinya keren deh pokoknya. menggabungkan antara kestrongan seorang warga kota engan keterampilan menjahit seorang penjajah. haha. apa maksudnya yah?

haha, well. what about you?

Last weekend

Well, i think it's not too late too tell u guys about my last weekend which is could be one of great weekend i've ever done.
u know why?
just check it out..
hahaha

Sabtu jam 10 aku bangun dan lansung mandi kan, terus langsung telpon rayhan untuk ngasi tahu dia kalau aku berangkat jam 12, tapi salah ngasi tahu, aku bilangnya malah nyampe jam 12 keBandung, how stupid was i. hahaha. terus akhirnya si hahn tau aku nyampe jam 3, dia mah santay2 aja dirumah temennnya. jadi aku dijemput nya telat deh. tapi yah,, nonton hahn nge band sebentar, terus kita jalan2 keliling bandung. wuih, kinda perfect deh. hahaha. tapi seru lha.. dan smpe rumah tuh kita jam 1an, dan masi yang ngbrl2 sampe jam5pagi gt deh. maklumlah, udh lama ga ketemu, yg satu dari USA, yang satu abis kelilig eropa. hahaha. terus besoknya, kita yang bikin lagu gitu, musiknya hahn, lyriknya aku, check aja di strangerdaydreaming.blogspot.com. tapi nanti aku tulis disini kok. setelah itu malemnya ada acara bude dirumahnya, kita yg norak lho. foto2 aja kita lho! haha. well, talk to u later, cause, gotta go dude! see u

I never thought this feeling comes

Every morning when sun goes up and shining on me

I feel so bad and lonely.

I need you here with me.

I've gotta things that i used to do with you.

It's hard to pretend that i don't think of you, cause i miss you

And i never thought this feeling comes again

Fat Burner Rock 'n' Roll without Rules By Mokha

Everytime i look into the mirror

i wanna die

Everytime i see my body

i wanna die

Oh, Shit!!

i need a fat burner

Every single one who tell the truth about me

i wanna die

when i'm doing somethin' , but i see it more

i wanna die

Oh, Shit!!

i need a fat burner

R*ff:

I don't wanna know about my life anymore if i don't get a fat burner

Oh, fat burner i need u

fat burner, yeyeye..

fat burner, yeyeye..

i need u my fat burner

i've been thinking of u every breath i took..

Ch*r*s:

When i **** it

When i ***** it

When i ***** it

i must be die

Suicidle come closer to me

Oh, Shit!!

i need a fat burner..

Coretan tengah malam tanpa arti yang bermakna

Besi beton yang melayang diluar akalnya,

menggulung rasa ketidakpastian

akan semua yang ingin dilewati.

Namun Raja udara telah sirna dalam detik.

Musnah.

Berjalan tanpa harapan

Hilang semua keinginan

Raja udara, kau menghancurkan semua rasa ingin.

sebenarnya siapakah engkau rajaku?

akupun tidak tahu apa maksud dari semua ini

mengertilah wahai rakyatnya!

batu kerikil yang menghujani kalian

semua ada sebab akibat

tidak akan ada pertikaian didalam dunia kotor .

politik yang keras dapat merusak semua benih-benih baru!

rintik-rintik hujan?

Tidakkah kalian semua mengerti?

Lupakan masalah, sementara aja tapi!

Well, lupakan masalah tadi dulu, dan aku baru cari dan buka2 soal quote2 yang bagus lho. kalian coba deh buka http://www.great-quotes.com/ bagus banget. they have more than 50.000 Quotes. Love, friends, etc. everything deh. let's check it out.
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My first blog

Hari ini pertama kali nih nulis. haha. norak banget yah. Maklumlah. haha. awal tau soal blag blog ginian mah dari buku kambing jantan dan selanjutnya. lucu banget tuh. tapi wkt itu masih males2an. jadi ditunda dulu. terus ada temen pada nulis2 gini juga. tapi masi males. enakan nulis di jurnal. kayak buku gitu jadi enak. haha. sebenernya aku juga ga tau arti sebenernya dari blog2 gini tuh apa. tapi yg aku tangkep sama aja lho sama kebiasaan nulis jurnal atau di diary. cuma bedanya ini nulisnya di sini. gitu aja kali yah. haha.

Well, now my story start from here.

here i am. Ordinary boy live in the extraordinary life. haha. well, i think this world isn't just regular world but the best world i've ever lived. (Rubenonsu=yaiyalah.. jangan gila dongs.)

attention please, all who read this unmeans blog please gimme a support for my UAN and usm sbm-itb. i really2 wanna go to that great university. so, now i'm working that out. study from 12-10pm. my plan was like that. haha. u don't get it, don't u?

hahaha. well, i'm gonna write more, but i'm exhausted now (pulang bimbel kehujanan soalnya. huh) and i gotta take a rest now.and well(for the last, haha) , thanks for let me write everything down, though!

Buat rayhan, makasi untuk kegembiraan bersama kemarin dibandung.

(Rayhan= my lovely cousin(i'm not gay, dude. this is just the way i appreciate him) okay?) Dei, my lovely 'sista' . see u on may or june(i have no idea when u coming back) . okay guys, see u later...

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